HEY, so I've been getting people telling me my LJ is dead and all.
so here i am , reviving it. or attempting to.
Founder's Award
I cant release much information about it because some people might have weird spazzy reactions if i told everyone everything. so, screw. All I'll say is that it was fun, and that i hate my new haircut ( for the test)..
IBA
Working at Gleneagles was fun, and at the same time a real eye opener.
1. I got to see a CT scan
2. I got to see a brain tumour through the CT scan
3. I got to see how a simulator works
4. I got to see how a thermoplastic mask is made
5. I got to eat lunch at the cafeteria at STAFF PRICE
6. I got to make friends with many people
7. I got to enjoy many of Pichu's goodies
8. I got to see how unpredictable life is.
9. I got to see reality.
10. I realised how blessed i am.
I'll miss the times where i spend the whole day drawing lines in books.
I'll miss all my colleagues.
I'll miss wearing my tag that says " Student Attachment"
Guitar Lessons
So, recently i started attending Acoustic Guitar lessons at YAMAHA.
And right now, im working on a "G" and "C" chord.
i know, I'm an absolute noob. shut up.
Hows this for a post, blindcowface?
guess what?
WHAT?
EOYS are OVER!
So all(almost) Nahum-ers went out. 2 groups, one to dhoby, one to vivo. i dont know how i ended up at vivo.
anyway cos the rest wanted to watch movie, and kwokwy and i didnt want to..we split. and suddenly Ken pops up.teleportation-his favourite skill. so we went outdoors, to the balcony/ wooden platform area facing pathetic little sentosa.
1. We chilled.
okay, so we tried to match the mood of the sea, and the scenery. melancholy. at first we wanted to write melancholic poems. we ended up pretty much spamming the page with crap. like "happy meal"...go read yourself. and so we got hungry and we went to BK to have lunch.
2. Toys R Us
yes, toys r us. kwokwy and i tried the "gacha" thing. Personally i call it "tong tong", 'cause its the sound the ball makes when it drops out. anyway, we were playing one that drops miniature fruits and ice cream figurines. Kwokwy wanted the orange, i wanted to get one too, to spite him.
If i dont remember wrongly, here's how it went.
KW-First try: Pineapple
ME-First try: Lemon
KW-Second try: Watermelon
ME- Second try: Rock Melon
KW- Third try: Lemon
and im not sure why i decided to waste $2 trying my luck on a squishy organ.
i got a heart. made of sponge. and it said: made in china.
gosh, i wouldn't have guessed that the heart was made in china if they had not labelled it so huge! =.=
stupid.
3. Shopping with Kwokwy, Joel and Ziken (sorry, now your name will be google-able)
went to topman and tried on some stuffs. went to zara and tried on some stuffs. took a train to orchard, went to Zara and Esprit beside wheelock. Joel bought a top at Zara..bla. and i got tired. and i went home.
AHHH~ exams are over. it was a really tough time. I wanna thank God for being there for me all the time, and for my family giving me all the help i need. ((: of course, friends too "thank you Lord for my special friends~".....
Now that exams are over, i want to:
1. Read the Bible through, with thorough understanding
2. Read the Dictionary
3. Be able to recite the alphabets backwards confidently
4. Spend time with my family
5. GAIN WEIGHT
Hi anonymous person from our class, youre not alone.
youre not the only emo fagg. around. HAHA i read your post
so i decided i shall try to post an even emo-er post than you did.
*sigh*
just when you thought brilliance was your middle name.
just when you thought you conquered the world.
50s, 60s. theirs' 80s,90s. they conquered you.
no glory.no honour.no grades.
better off dead innit?
i wish it rained, so that they'd mask my tears.
i wish the thunder roared, so that they'd not hear my cries.
i wish my skin was red, so that they'd not see my cuts.
i wish i had more wrists, so that i'd have more areas to cut. (haha, crappy one)
okay anonymous person. dont kill me.dont try. dont. i have a pair of scissors in my pencil case.
and ill close with a song ((:
Whatever You Ask.
Lord, I see the things You ask of me,
Faithfulness, holiness and purity.
I love Your truth,
I long to show it to the world for You.
So Lord, I need Your help to understand,
The other person that I sometimes am.
I never want to live a day that I can’t say to You:
Lord, whatever You ask
I want to obey You,
To let my life beat with a servant’s heart.
Lord, whatever You ask,
I know that You can give me wisdom,
And courage to equal the task,
Lord, whatever You ask.
I face so much that steals away
The will to make the time to serve or pray,
And there are days
I don’t take up Your cross and follow You.
But I have learned that I can talk to You,
You know everything I’m going through;
If I’ll just ask I’ll find that You’re right there Providing me with the strength I need.
Lord, whatever You ask I want to obey You,
To let my life beat with a servant’s heart. Lord, whatever You ask,
I know that You can give me wisdom,
And courage to equal the task,
Lord, whatever You ask.
I know that You can give me wisdom,
And courage to equal the task,
Lord, whatever You ask, You ask.
Lord, whatever You ask
I want to obey You,
To let my life beat with a servant’s heart.
Lord, whatever You ask,
I know that You can give me wisdom,
And courage to equal the task,
Lord, whatever You ask.
Whatever You ask, whatever You ask.
went to church at 1.30 to practice for teacher's day.
LALALA
then it started raining at around four odd. the time where i had to leave for tuition.
and jerry and i had no umbrella, so we sat at the kindergarten area.
Jerry on the small plastic slide.
Me on the Mini rocking horse, trying to call davina, to ask if she had an umbrellaD:
so we decided to walk around to find an umbrella, and thankfully we bumped into teacher Liwei, who was nice enough to lend us his big umbrella. ^^ thank you!
and we took BUS 24.not the bus to serangoon mrt-jerry told me halfway.
so i abruptly dropped off immediately.
it was still pouring.
and i decided to walk all the way to serangoon station, using what i had in my memory box. actually, i was kinda lost.so i kept walking.
stupid puddles.my shoes were freaking wet.
and whilst walking, i was thinking.
"why do i always get lost?"
"i always take the wrong bus....i always end up miserable and lost"
in sec 1 : i took the bus from the opposite side of the road...and i wanted to get home (dover,last time), and i ended up at mac ritchie.
in sec 2 : got off at the wrong MRT station and started to panic
in sec 3 : i boarded the wrong train, after waiting for 7 minutes. I had to wait another 7 minutes for the original train.
in sec 3 : i overslept on the bus, only to end up in some wulu area in the east. WEST to the EAST.goodness
in sec 3 : took the wrong bus like this time... ended up walking to the station, it was scorching mind you.
NOW : FREAK!
I HAVE TO STOP GETTING MYSELF INTO TROUB
but im thankful i made it in time for tuition ^^ yay
HAPPY TEACHER's DAY.
dont need to teach us anymore people, go take a break. have a kitkat *munch munch*
haha, you should have been there to see the whole "awards presentation" to our teachers. AWESOME speech, sien.
after school, renbin called me and asked me if i wanted to go to ACSJ with janan, mark, and himself. Bah, then later we found out the teachers were at sentosa..so we went to VIVO (again!)
walkedwalkedwalked around, and called mr Tok only to find out that he couldnt drop by to say hi. so...Plan B. We went to janan's house! and bla- okay ^^
and i got home at about 5.30...was chatting till 6.30, and i got sleepy.
so i thought that dinner was around 7, which gives me 30 mins for an awesome power nap.
*tick tock*
apparently, i died in my sleep.
i woke up at 11.16pm.
gollygollygolly, skipped dinner..had cup noodles for dinner/supper.
VICKI, i got the PREZZIES.
i think its my first air-mail.
when i saw it in the mailbox, i was shouting ohmgoodnessohmygoodnessOHMYGOODNESS! its an australian THING! from vicki!
and and, its a TOUGH BAG, not a parcel, which is cooler. cos, i quote " Tough Bags are a strong yet light-weight bag ideal for packing non-fragile items". IM KEEPING IT TILL I LOSE IT.
the tees? AWESOME. it fits me to a tee ^^ haha.oklame.shut up ainsley. okay. uhmmm YA, its nicer than i pictured them, they look different in the photos...SEXYSEXYSEXY. oh and uhmm, aussie tees are cooler than SG ones, cos the prints on it isnt hard and stiff, and very plastic-key. Instead, it flows with the tee.
AND THANKS FOR THE LARD!
thanks for the 50 million happy birthdays. thank ellen for me too!
and and and i'll use the GIRAFFE pencil lead holder! haha ((:
WAHAHA! THANK YOU. i quote "love you in a sibling-in-Christ way".
SWIMMING PE AGAIN
hmm, seems like swimming PE is really eventful huh. Basically, it was raining rather heavy-leee, and the wind...KILLER. everyone was shivering like crap, and first time you see people want to get into the pool. my butt and tummy was spasming...shivering. and i dont know why again! i swam half a lap, and started laughing. no, i didnt swallow any water this time. I HATE PLUNGING! gets water in your nose! FAGG WATER.
ok, ima go hug my tough bag now, cos its lightweight!
^^
Happy birthday Bethany IPC!
I want to thank God for developing a church from a small community, and for Pastor Charlie for taking the first step to spreading the good news, and now spreading this good news to our brethren over in Australia, India, and Myanmar. I want to thank God that i hae Bethany IPC to go to, and for all God's people who love me! And of course, for God himself.
Happy 15th Birthday to Me!
I want to thank God for:
1. giving me "my-day" though i am not deserving of it
2. my family who loves me
3. friends who remember me and my birthday
4. all the birthday wishes and presents
5. giving me so much
6. loving ME and being there for me the past 15 years
"cause I'll never get by, leaning on my own abilities"
I dont know why, but i feel that the focus of my birthdays have changed.
when i was younger, i would think birthday is all about ME. it's my "i-am-the-king!-obey-me" day. and i would look forward to the presents and all. i mean who doesnt like to be remembered. presents are nice yea, but i dont feel that "grrrr, he didnt give me a birthday present" feeling anymore. i think birthdays are now a time of the year, where you recall how the Lord has preserved you for the past *** years, 15 years in my case, and just be happy. It's an added blessing to have family to buy you a cake, and to receive "happy birthday" messages from your friends ((:
thanks everyone for making my 15th birthday ever so awesome!
*pictures MIGHT be uploaded* BEWARE, KWOKWY heheheh
In Christ Alone:
He is my light, my strength, my song;
This cornerstone, this solid ground,
Firm through the fiercest drought and storm.
What heights of love, what depths of peace,
When fears are stilled, when strivings cease!
My comforter, my all in all—
Here in the love of Christ I stand.
In Christ alone, Who took on flesh,
Fullness of God in helpless babe!
This gift of love and righteousness,
Scorned by the ones He came to save.
Till on that cross as Jesus died,
The wrath of God was satisfied;
For ev'ry sin on Him was laid—
Here in the death of Christ I live.
There in the ground His body lay,
Light of the world by darkness slain;
Then bursting forth in glorious day,
Up from the grave He rose again!
And as He stands in victory,
Sin's curse has lost its grip on me;
For I am His and He is mine—
Bought with the precious blood of Christ.
No guilt in life, no fear in death—
This is the pow'r of Christ in me;
From life's first cry to final breath,
Jesus commands my destiny.
No pow'r of hell, no scheme of man,
Can ever pluck me from His hand;
Till He returns or calls me home—
Here in the pow'r of Christ I'll stand.
so whenever i get stuck in the vicious "its always my fault" cycle, i know that it really doesn't matter.
havent posted in a while.
so im trying to recall what happened yesterday, and on monday.
MONDAY:
Swimming PE was fun. till i started getting dizzy. Not sure if i did not have ENOUGH breakfast or something else. i think i sat in the shower room for a good 15 mins or more trying to stabilize my head. I could see this pale yellow spiral , and i felt like puking, and i could hear people's lauhter freaking amplified. and i was thinking, "shit, why am the only person not laughing?" I have to thank KEN (: nice freaky person, for waiting for me, while i got rid of my spiral vision.
TUESDAY:
all i can remember was my conversation with zack.
Me: *sigh* after Amath still have to go for math tuition. dammnnn
Zack: aww, poor you. I'm going out for fine dining. To celebrate my birthday.
Me: Oh? Where? What cuisine?
Zack: I dont know where. (here comes the part where you cant help but slap him) oh, and its BEEF CUISINE.
Me: ehhh? BEEF CUISINE?
according to dictionary.com, cuisine is a style or quality of cooking; cookery: Italian cuisine.
No one says BEEF CUISINE!
WEDNESDAY:
have stupid cmath, chem, and iso to do.
but in the afternoon, some BB people went to ghim moh cc to help with packaging in preparation for some NCSS carnival.
Was quite fun, haha. Had Mountains of Prawn crackers. Ken and i were competing who could carry more recyclable bags ( those marketing bags). HAHA.
uhmm, thats all, have to go study for chem now!
im off-
the official BB 12TH (I) COMPANY ADMIN '08-09!
*cue for cheering*
yay yay. sabo-ed to be the timer. screw! it went well other than the fact that i blanked out (timing), when we had to march back. and when we "kebalakan" i gave the timing but i forgot to turn =.=....hurhurhur. haha awesome.
And, just had dinner at east coast. SEAFOOD.nice, okay.thats it. i have a mental and nasal block.
SAYONARA folks.
and i would like to share a song we sang at BB today:
I see the king of glory
Coming on the clouds with fire
The whole earth shakes
The whole earth shakes
Yeeeah
I see his love and mercy
Washing over all our sin
The people sing
The people sing
[Chorus]
Hosanna
Hosanna
Hosanna in the highest [x2]
I see a generation
Rising up to take their place
With selfless faith
With selfless faith
I see a near revival
Stirring as we pray and seek
We're on our knees
We're on our knees
[Chorus]
Heal my heart and make it clean
Open up my eyes to the things unseen
Show me how to love like you have loved me
Break my heart from what breaks yours
Everything I am for your kingdoms cause
As I go from nothing to
Eternity
[Chorus x2]
Hosanna in the highest
Things don't turn out the way you thought they would.
You can never understand everything.
Reality check.
It was all just my wishful thinking.
what was i thinking?
I don't belong here.
- Mood:
sick
hiHOtheMERRYoh!
ISO was so slack today! cos i was a good boy and finished everything. All i have left is to create the stupid plastic slot.
History - the socratic seminar went better, maybe 'cos no one shouted "bullshit" (:
RECESS - while walking back to class, i noticed a "zuo ye" flying down. *Must be another pissed chinese teacher* but, it turned out to be patrick's "zuo ye". Outside class, there was a huge illegal gathering 'cos patrick threw zack's "ke ben" onto the roof. haha! Since it was out of reach ( we tried using a broom to push it off the roof), patrick got this DIVINE INTERVENTION, this damn smart idea to throw his own "ke ben" hoping it might hit zack's "ke ben", and happy ending. The result, pretty obvious. Now 2 books on the roof...wow! the more the merrier! HAHA! so we tried taping a stick to the broom, throwing bottles, and the BEST using a com charger. *poof*, now the com charger was on the roof too. i repeat myself, the more the merrier. Apparently, Sim went over to get it, thats what i heard anyway. And i also heard that the "ke bens" were saved by...the wind. Not sure why when Shaun counted to 3, and the whole class blew at the books it didnt work. still wind?Oh, and patrick said that this throwing of books incident was because zack and himself were fighting to read Hamzah's newspaper. =.=... BEST arh, you people.BEST reason to create so much trouble
A MATH, again - giving me a headache. i admit, i'm a math loser. seriously. i resign to my status D: and zack, i have to salute you for not bringing home your worksheet. unbelievable. *_*
BB! - This saturday we will officially be ADMIN! wow-wee!~ MORE STRESS! yay!
okipokadokes, i'd better be going.
ainshreeee ( or as someone knows me "ENDS-lee") -guess who.
Besides the stupid Amath tutorial worksheet that kept me up till 2, and some "s"-hole person who enjoys seeing others writhing in pain, i had a a fun day! haha vicki called during IHS, and yup you can read the conversation on her blog. * too bad if you dont know her URL*. yup thats all i can recall. im getting senile.
And Today!:
A-Math horror! Had to constantly reprint because i kept making amendments to my answers. oh, and i made the deadline of 12.10pm...i passed it to him at 12.03! :D haha. and then we had SWIMMING PE! half the class got a freaking parent's letter. =.=oh oh but it was fun. my trunks were "skimpy" according to Harold. But theyre trunks, how conservative can it get !?! uhmm, theyre a wee bit tight now. anyway, got into Group B with Patrick, Zi Ken, Ken. And on the last lap, for some reason i was laughing and like i swallowed a shit load of pee-poo-chlorine-dandruff-swimming pool water. felt bad, but it filled my stomach, so i wasnt hungry (:
For some reason, swimming makes you sleepy. Cos i couldnt keep awake during class and tuition. /:
For Tomorrow:
well, hoping it's awesome.
- Location:Can of Coke
- Mood:
tired
PISSING ME OFF!
...i hate you
Self explanatory.
i wasted my whole day.
Just lazed around the whole day.
Just bought a tee from fourskin.
that pretty much sums up my day.
eventful isnt it?
*ains(ree)*- comes in red, blue, or green at $32.90 only
heh, today was so awesome!
went to church:
1. learnt bitsys of what our churches in India
2. bought mangosteen juice - i have to say, it tastes like apple. another "everything-tastes-like-chicken" incident.
3. learnt about the new covenant, and that we are part of the ministry of the new covenant.
4. got frustrated b'cos i couldnt find the clean-up meeting, when they were just in a corner of the sanctuary. D: so malu-ded.
and and, my auntie came up to me and said
Auntie: " hey ainsley, your birthday is coming soon, what do you want?"
Me: " Oh uhmm hi. Actually i havent thought of what i want (:"
Auntie: " Oh ok, then I'll give you an angpow, and you can take your time to choose."
b..b..but from experience, angpow money usually goes into the bank. GABOLKFLHFSKSBD, i want a dog! DOG! DOG!
okaywoahkay, Im going to end off by saying:
"Lets be happy that apples come in 2 colours. Red and the AWESOME GREEN!"
bye~
You're a dreamer, and dreaming's what you do
- Location:WHY SO NOSEY? STALKER
- Mood:
high - Music:The Bangles- Walk like an Egyptian
- Location:on the honeystar planet like in the commercials
- Mood:
like a honeystar - Music:Flyleaf- all around me
WOOO,okay first post.
Happy birthday singapore!
okay! so i went to help out at church today.
cleaned the drains and a little at B4.
uhmm okay, i cant think of anything else to type.
on a side note, a little introduction:
1. i love God
2. i dont like lollipops. my 2nd lollipop bit my tongue.
3. i like green
4. i say "NO" to drugs
5. i question the supposed NEW-ness of NEWater
bye(:
- Location:in a bottle of green tea
- Mood:
giraffey - Music:Falling Down - Muse
